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Empty Spaces

by Instant Gratification

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1.
Negus 03:27
The circus shut its doors The animals are locked away They’ll ship them to other shores The lion lets out a wail They sold off his old crown What’s he king of now? He will be locked away For the rest of his living days A life spent on the plain An open-ended cage Dreaming of A validating love The lion shakes from sleep The voices cloud his mind The sounds only deceive He’s looking for his stage But finds his sullen bed Keeps counting down to death He will be locked away For the rest of his living days A life spent on the plain An open-ended cage Dreaming of A validating love Do you have a name without it chanted back? Do you have a voice with no one to hear? All those years performing your prowess Are all wasted now that you are left alone
2.
Oh holy woe Bury teeth and tongue beneath the melting snow The ground is soft just like my jelly spine Oh shallow grave Glowing golden in an effervescent haze Stare at the sun until I’m fully blind Oh milky way In blackest night I kneel down to pray Smoking smog until my lungs until my lungs give out Oh shallow lake Swimming cinder block to surface scum brigade Bury me among the living I am a ghost Haunting memories of the life I used to know Build a coffin from my silver spoons I am decay I am the dust that clouds the atmospheric haze Only stardust to a shell-shocked mind Oh empty shell I built a bridge beneath a tidal swell Washed away all of my pedigree Oh lifeless cage Trapped beneath the earth in ornamental grace Sheltered from my pauper’s mind I am a ghost Haunting memories of the life I used to know Build a coffin from my silver spoons I am decay I am the dust that clouds the atmospheric haze Only stardust to a shell-shocked mind
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My eyes are adjusting to the grays Colors evade like joy, like hope I dream of Gadsden, Alabama And dying alone in an empty rented room It’s my escape I keep trying to speak But no one will hear me and I can’t form the words My only set of ears to listen Are earning a salary based upon my apathy I’m not enough for me
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Six Lengths 03:24
They told me that your were love That I should keep you in my heart They said that you would keep me safe and warm And keep the evil at my back But if you leave me now there is no evil Its weight is off my shoulders And all the violence, all the pain Will run with you Don’t let me go I’m not ready And I won’t ever be More than empty And every time I’d shut my eyes I’d see your painted face looming over I thought you watched me, I thought you cared You never knew me All those nights I’d cry to my ceiling But I’d answer my own questions You lived through casting glances And judging eyes Don’t let me go I’m not ready And I won’t ever be More than empty

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Written/Recorded/Mixed by Rob Blackwell
Mastered by David Skovron

This album wouldn't have been created without help from my good friends David Skovron, Arthur Leigh Allen, John Wayne Gacy, The Manson Family, David Berkowitz and Richard Ramirez.

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released May 12, 2015

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